By the time I was 26 (and living in Australia), tormenting states like worthlessness and shame, a vicious inner critic, depression and suicidal thoughts relentlessly erupted into my days. I would find myself collapsing upon myself, and breathing in what felt to be a thick, cold, inky blackness of nothingness.
Over the next 2 decades, through continual, crushing dark nights of the soul, I learned to rescript myself from the inside-out. I moved through different mentors, belief systems, generational and ancestral patterns, books, techniques and healing practices searching for answers and for how to be fully free. I traveled to places like India in search of. I spent countless hours writing, meditating, rescripting my thoughts, studying.
Simultaneously, the pathway to helping others opened up.
Beginning with facilitating astrology and numerology readings, as well as breathwork sessions in 1991, I found I had a capacity to intuit people’s most buried complexes and to help them clarify their lives, rescript and revolutionize themselves and their lives.
By this stage, too, the global New Age movement had begun and was heralding the Global Shift in Consciousness, and suddenly, here was the ‘revolutionary movement’ I had been seeking. It was the time of the long-anticipated renewal and regeneration of humanity and the Earth.
Continuing to research relentlessly, I would then turn around and teach what I had learned. The subject matter was always vast and eclectic, but inevitably tied into themes of change, revolution, transformation and freedom.
From 2005 in particular, I built an international practice, which I ran on my own terms and that I adored. I created an enormous body of work consisting of various energy healing modalities, private consultations, mentoring programs, speaking engagements, blogging, masterminds, workshops and seminars, etc. I had pages of testimonials and traveled extensively.